Yep, its another boy. And to be honest, I am ok with it. Not jumping off the walls, but ok. I've come to terms that I may just not get my girl. The day we got the ultrasound, I thought I was totally fine with it. Telling people we were so excited to have another boy. My sister that has 5 boys knows just how I was feeling. And then I went to bed that night and woke up randomly at 3 am. I starting thinking (problem number one) and little voices started to appear in my head. I just started to think that it is such a blessing to be able to have one of each, why am I not getting that blessing, am I not good enough? Justin woke up to me not just crying, I was sobbing. Justin said, "I thought you were ok with this?!". I WAS!!! But I'm pregnant, and emotional, and I cry over the Keurig commercial every time the father and daughter share that cup of hot chocolate. But then I remembered I am SO lucky!! I get to have 4 boys!!! I already have had 3 healthy happy boys and I have no right to complain about not getting just what I want. I guess when it comes down to it, I just know that I am running out of opportunities to get that girl. I'm not sure how many more times I can go through pregnancy with getting so sick and I just have to understand that it just may not happen. And I really am ok with it.
So with out further delay, I introduce to you: Ryland John Sacks (at least that what we are planning on naming him for now :)
His profile reminds me of Cohen.
The boy shot.
If there is anything I am more excited about it is to see what this little guy is going to look like. Carter threw us for a curve with that super dark thick hair and brown eyes, so I just wonder what this one will look like! Also, I am excited to have a little one around again. I feel like we have gotten REALLY comfortable with our 3 and it will be nice to shake things up a bit. So bring on the boys!!!